Here is the point in my life where I realize I have only one true friend. Yes, there is a friend or two who will think of me a time or two a year... and friends I will think of likewise... but, suddenly at age twenty eight... there is only one person who is prominent in my life. Is this normal? Is this life? Is this destiny? No matter the answer... Frankly, I am more comfortable around one than many. One has changed faces to the better... and in it's absence I am staring blankly at walls that remind me of one... because it is the one true expression of our two into one. And one has been divided into to two... for a short time... and the reality is it is a secret that no one knows... that there is one... and I am a bit lost amongst it all.
My drunken breasts are heaving and hoeing with every minute that passes by. Secrets only keep themselves so long, and it is just a matter of time until things blossom into something beautiful... and well spoken.
Still, there is just one sparkle I keep... and one sparkle I hold... and things are quite dull right now. But, I still have a sparkle... growing stronger each minute... and I'm still holding tight to the one that I know. And I'm painting my beer, just to keep myself going... until I sleep... because hours unconscious are the hours I get through easiest... as two.
So you've gone crazy. I won't go crazy... crazily waiting for you.
Maybe it's age. I'm sure it's our fate. Two's never been so ready for one. I'm getting better. I'm getting older. I'm getting calmer. I'm ready to step up and be the support for what will be amazing... for what is amazing... for what is amazing... for what will change lifetimes... and worlds... and move mountains. We are gods. A force to be reckoned with... an unstoppable drive... or stoppable peace... and lovely gardens... we'll have it all... if we try.
My breasts heave and hoe... my hips click and clack... my eyes shine through continents and lifetimes and mirrors... and my tears sit alone... with me. Waiting. Ready. Growing....
Denielle S. Rose - October 22, 2007
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