19 April 2010

Healing or hurting... Somtimes it's the same.

Be STILL, heart
Quiet now...
it'll be okay.
Stay calm, heart
WithOut you
I will find my way
If you decide to move again
you're likely to break
into a thousand tiny pieces that I will have to take
and mend

into some semblance of what I think was you.
This is too much
The things you put me through.
And I just don't understand what it is that you do
to break and twist distort contort reality and
truth.

It has become remarkably clear
you have no home,
you'll never fit here.
So rest, my heart.
Be quiet now, please.
Forget this place and I'll try not to tease
your sensitive senses and passionate flow
of love and emotions that just do not know

when to stop.

See, you don't belong here.
It's now clear to me
You're alone loud or quiet
so just let me be
...alone...

I know there exists
a place for you
somewhere.
And, when i will find it, is neither here nor there,
as it is not here and we haven't gotten there.
So, rest, heart
be still
and I promise I will

set
you
free
when the time is right
and you can burst out with all of your might and
passion and fury
... blaze the world with your light.
But...
on a one on one basis you BLAST people's heads
and cause them to question love
and its true intent
...all from one lonely heart...
craving company
from hearts that can love it back
passion and beauty

and life.

ahhh but heart of illusions
this is reality

Life was much easier denying you exist
And I could shine much brighter when I could dismiss
true
underlying
emotion
passionate love of life...
to gaze,
not blaze beauty
...shine a light for all
to see
but not to feel
this feeling's splitting me in two
leaving me empty.
My soul squirms and cries,
all because of you,
sweet heart
yes, you had to start
your burning explosion of passion and love.
So rest, heart PLEASE! rest
'Till you learn not to shove
me around.

Be quiet now, heart
as I lock you away.
Be still heart
Don't panic
Everything's okay
oh heart, cold and calm
as I throw away this key
this time, please listen
...and don't try to break free.


Denielle S. Rose February 16, 2006



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